Past, and Present

I know its been a while a long while since my last post. Ten months if i really wanna get technical.. ha.
Alot of things have changed, i myself has had to learn new things about my self.. Because in my last posts i was a pretty angry person and had personal issues, that my husband did not understand why i was being the way i was.. well i can say i am trying to be more paitent w/ my kids and they grow and learn i learn w/ them.. Being a stay at home mom has been hard for me, since it it a total different way of life then what i was use to.. But i can say i am blessed for my husband since he works for us so i can be home with our kids.. Going from an AIRFORCE BRAT to enlisting in to the ARMY to spite my father and the becoming an AIRFORCE SPOUSE has been a long bumpy road but its still a hell of a journey.. Well after last winter, and all winter sports on base were coming to an end, and geting ready for the spring summer sports.. the most competitive sport for my husband was and still is SOTFBALL.. and well iv never been good at making friends but i will say this past softball season was the best ever.. I had met other spouses of the husbands that play softball for McChords 62nd amxs airforce squadron.. Its easier to make friend when they have kids close to the age of your kids or just kids in general.. i will be the first mone to say THANK GOD for softball and i wont say it again.. i have made better friends that i know i will have for a long time.. Like my "Cookies" and the crumbs.. my 3 browns.. and the list could go on.. i love them.. even thou i know being in a miliraty family you never know where you will end up and who you will meet but at the end of the day you know that you will meet more people who are just like you.. trying to make friends and play dates.. and if and when you move you have friends to keep in touch with..