Song Lyrics of the day (Zoe Jane)

Have you ever just wanted to find a song from you to your daughter or your son.. well my husband has done just that hes found a song to our daughter from him, while my hunsband is deployed, the song is called (Zoe Jane) by Staind we are still looking for a song to our son.


well i want you to notice
to notice when im not around
i know your eyes see right through me
and speak with out a sound

chorus

i want to hold you,
protect you from all
the things iv already endured
i want to show you so you
all the things life has in store
for you
ill always love you
the way a father
should love his daughter
when i walked out this morning i cried
as i walk to the door cried
about how long id be away for
i cried about leaving you alone

chorus

sweet zoe jane (x2)

so i wanted to say this
cuz i wouldnt know where to begin
to explain to you what iv been through
to explain where your daddys been

chorus

sweet zoe jane (x2)

the first time i heard this song my husband emailed me the youtube link so i could hear it. it made me cry, it was a sweet song..

The Triple Whammy

well there are many of us who have to get dental work, well today that was me. I has to get a root canal and a temp. filling.. and just my luck that my son had a fever and a tummy ache then to top it all off my daughter had the runs all day and now she has a painful diaper rash.. But thank god my mother helped me out by watching the kids while i was at the dentist and had made me some kimchee jigae (a korean soup) cause im not aloud to eat hard foods for a week or so... well the kids and i hung out at my moms for a couple hours, so all of us could rest and take a nap.. as the momma i am we left my mothers and i went to the store to pick up some motrin, pedialite for my kids and ibuprofen for me.. well after the medicine and the pedialite my son and daughter started to feel better, but lets hope my daughter doesnt have the rash or the runs in the morning..

what an evening

Well today has been a lazy day for the kids and i. we played and watch tv all morning and part of the afternoon.. it then became nap time for the kids and i had my little bit of quiet time.. well i happen to fall asleep as well maybe my nights of insomnia are catching up to me cause i slept till about 615pm.. thats crazy a 3 hour nap.. i wont be sleeping tonight and if do get sleep that will be so amazing. I am surprised my kids are still sleeping, its time to wake them up... and make dinner... but i plane for a loud crazy kids night of playing.. for mysweet kids.. ill be sure to write more later

Past, and Present

I know its been a while a long while since my last post. Ten months if i really wanna get technical.. ha.
Alot of things have changed, i myself has had to learn new things about my self.. Because in my last posts i was a pretty angry person and had personal issues, that my husband did not understand why i was being the way i was.. well i can say i am trying to be more paitent w/ my kids and they grow and learn i learn w/ them.. Being a stay at home mom has been hard for me, since it it a total different way of life then what i was use to.. But i can say i am blessed for my husband since he works for us so i can be home with our kids.. Going from an AIRFORCE BRAT to enlisting in to the ARMY to spite my father and the becoming an AIRFORCE SPOUSE has been a long bumpy road but its still a hell of a journey.. Well after last winter, and all winter sports on base were coming to an end, and geting ready for the spring summer sports.. the most competitive sport for my husband was and still is SOTFBALL.. and well iv never been good at making friends but i will say this past softball season was the best ever.. I had met other spouses of the husbands that play softball for McChords 62nd amxs airforce squadron.. Its easier to make friend when they have kids close to the age of your kids or just kids in general.. i will be the first mone to say THANK GOD for softball and i wont say it again.. i have made better friends that i know i will have for a long time.. Like my "Cookies" and the crumbs.. my 3 browns.. and the list could go on.. i love them.. even thou i know being in a miliraty family you never know where you will end up and who you will meet but at the end of the day you know that you will meet more people who are just like you.. trying to make friends and play dates.. and if and when you move you have friends to keep in touch with..